Much Loved
KARTIK GAYAN RAJARAM
a.k.a
Joshua Kartik
or simply
JK
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8
teen-it's official
male
christian
tamil
zhan
AJCian
07/07
StAJe
Works
wondering what does
"gesu maschile" mean? ...
well, it means "JESUS loves ME"
in italian ...
YEAH man, AMEN!
Loves
`GOD
`my sista, MONA
`my Momma
`YO2
`Church
`StAJers
`o7/o7
`Frenz
`chocolates
`singing & dancing
`making new friends
Wants!
God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit
Prayer Request
*be salt and light
*be a leader of my generation
*be like the bibilical Joshua
*for my loved ones to be saved
Thursday, November 13, 2008
went for cell ytd ... after that went for dinner ... i had no idea where they brought me ... lol ... so the girls had their frog porridge? ... what on freakin earth ... pukes ... i mean seriously pukes ... these people have a tongue anything ... hahaha ...
yeah, we are growing in numbers ... Amen ...
but i feel that we are growing in distance(from each other) as well ... this is contradictory to what pastor said in his sermon last service ... i'm not disagreeing with him ... as in, this is just an opinion ... my opinion ...
so maybe it's just me ...
oh my gosh ... it's happening again ... i keep telling myself i've moved on ... but have i? ... just by saying it over and over again doesn't make an idea true, can it? ... i dun know ...
the feeling of i'm by myself is creeping into me again ... each time it haapens, i conquered it ... well, that what i thought ... or did i just distract myself from the real deal ... or did i just make myself to believe so ... i dun know ... i really dun know ...
why is this happening again ... i had enough ...
it's time for a change ... (Gosh, i sound like Obama!) ... haha ...
ok ... but on a serious note ... the important question, now, is, what is the change gonna be ... sighs ... waiting for divine instructions ...
O Lord speak to me ... speak to me in the way that only you can ... lead me to where i deserve to be led to ... and provide me with what i deserve to be provided with ... Lord, help me ... in your name, i sincerely ask and pray for redemption ... Amen ...
Gave thanks @ 1:54 PM.
